Your Love Never Fails .... It Never Gives Up

Well what can I say besides I've reached this place it's a dry place uncomfortable and seemingly endless....a desert of sorts I guess.  I'm 27 and it's a start over place for me.  I reach this place broken and worn out just begging Jesus come back or call me home.  I was thinking that the other day when these sweet words shook me from that thought "LuLu I wuv you..."  Awe how God has used that little voice to heal this heart of mine.   If you want honesty ask a 3 year old.  Reagan has told me so many things over the past months that I feel like God has sent through her at just the right time and that is beautiful to me so beautiful.  So I won't drag through all the crap that's gone on because honestly I don't think it matters anymore I just know I serve a mighty God that loves me more today than ever and even more if he chooses to wake me up tomorrow.  I was reading Hebrews today the first chapter and it's talking about how God created the world and that he is going to roll it up like a torn garment.  This world is temporary it's not going to be like this forever.  No God loves us and he is going to create a new and perfect Heaven on earth for his kids.  He created Jesus so that we could have eternity.  What hit me today and it may be odd to you but it just hit my heart .... in the Old Testament before Jesus the people could never see God.  They couldn't touch him or anything....they could meet him in a cloud if called to or up a mountain or behind a vale but never face to face.  God knew we as humans needed that relationship that face to face contact He created himself in flesh JESUS!!!  We get to spend eternity with Jesus our God in flesh we get to worship him and all I can say is I'm blown away.  I'm still praying that God fulfills my desires to be a wife and mom one day but the big picture is I am his bride his love and regardless of what I may want no matter how much I want that I want nothing more than to be with Jesus and until then make him proud.  The inheritence we are promised not even the angels get I mean really that is love!!!